Because I don’t want to forget a good friend.
*listen to this playlist while reading*
Hoy Yelo!!!
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I am not sure where to start.
I am not sure what do I really want to say.
There are lots of feelings, emotions and memories that I can’t seem to contain.
But as time goes by, I know, I am sure that I have to write this.
I have to write it out.
I have to say the things that made me so proud of you, my friend.
I [probably most of us] still can’t seem to accept the reality.
Hoping that maybe this is just a dream.
Maybe this is just an illusion.
Maybe this is just a thing that goes off when I wake up to – pretty much explains why I sleep a lot recently. Wishing that when I wake up, everything comes back to the way it was before.
I know , I am not a writer as good as you.
Yes, I do love writing but your way of words is something that I’d always be astonished of.
The words you speak are art itself. I can’t even keep up haha .
I can’t collect allย my thoughts so might as well write it one by one. Sorry if it’s kind of unorganized, my thoughts just keep on flowing.
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Uhmm, unang una sa lahat HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! You know what? I waited for 12mn just to greet you on twt haha! [I already anticipated that I’ll be able to finish writing this days/weeks after so bear with me.] Isang masayang birthday para sa nagiisang “Poetic Dinosaur”. Naalala ko pa nung one day, nagt-twt ako then lumapit ka, you asked me if gusto kita i-follow HAHA and I just agreed. Dun ko first nabasa yung mga poems mo and I felt like I got to know you better. I know na at that point in time, we really are friends naaaaa
Naalala ko rin yung first meeting natin haha. Kakain sana tayo with @/friends and kasama ko si Nicholle nun hehe, you introduced yourself as Ice. Syempre nung una di naman kita gaano napansin and ang impression ko sayo is, ang tangkad mo po HAHAHAHA . I introduced myself too and as well as si Nicholle. Too bad di ka nakasama ‘coz you have to meet some of your friends too hehe.
May naalala pa koooo!!Noong #TeamCommute pa ako hehe tapos yung month na walang Uber hehehe, sabi mo sakin first time mo lang magco-commute and I asked why. Sabi mo mas sanay ka mag-uber pero you got no choice this time kaya you have to ride FX. We talked about some stuffs, past schools, family ganyan haha ang weird pero ang comfortable nung convo na yon even though di pa tayo close nung time na yun. Sinabayan na kita papuntang Main kasi dun ako sumasakay but we parted ways din haha. Natuwa lang ako kasi you’re really true to yourself. I mean, di ka nahihiya sabihin na ngayon ka lang natuto magcommute and everything.
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“Nicole”
“Nicole!”
“Nicole!!!”
then you’ll get tired of it kasi di ako lumilingon so you’ll call me “Loren” na hahahahaha.
Nakakamiss ๐ Yung may tatawag sakin ng Nicole across the room. Kahit paulit-ulit kong ieexplain kung bakit I prefer being called as “Loren” sa school rather than “Nicole” pero nakasanayan mo na ata haha, nakasanayan ko na rin ata ๐ Ang daya naman , nasanay na naman ako sa isang bagay na mawawala din agad. But!!! I don’t regret it naman, I know na masaya ka na with Him diba? ๐ Basta masaya ka , masaya rin naman kami eh :)))) naiintindihan naman namin.
Pero kasi ehhhhhh~ I can’t help but miss you. I dunno kung kailan pa tayo naging close , I just found out na one day, you’ve made an impact to each and everyone of us. You’ve made a mark that is ours’ to keep forever. A memory that we’ll cherish as always. Bago ako matulog, naiisip kita, pagkagising ko naiisip pa rin kita. Ikaw ha, you occupy our thoughts lately ha :>>> Charot lang hahahaha but seryoso, almost everyone really misses you!!! Who wouldn’t ba?
Isa pang bagay na lagi mong ginagawa is yung pagtatanong ng “Okay ka lang?”/ “Pagod ka no?” or sth similar kasi mukhang lutang na lutang ako HAHAHHAHA Peta is life kasi mamsh :< Pero sobra kong na-aappreciate yung question na yan. It really means so much na someone is asking if you’re okay and I thank you for that.
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Uy, natapos namin yung PETA sa Philo :)))ย [Hello po Sir Jayno!]ย I told the class na ikaw yung gumawa nung conclusion nung speech natin. I remember nung ginagawa natin yon, most of us pulled an all-nighter because madaming petas. I just suggested some stuffs pero ikaw nag outline. Super thankful ako at that time kasi you understand na busy ako sa script for the short film kaya ikaw yung nagshoulder nung other stuffs.
Jinjja, thank you.
Yung research propasal din , we survived hehehe [Hello Sir Osbyyyy!!!]. Nicholle, Bernard, Vince, Yeshua and I managed to pull through. Nakakatuwa lang magreminisce how we end up with AD as our research topic, yung journal mo wherein dun mo sinusulat yung mga kailangan gawin, you led us during the first parts of the research kaya after nun parang Idunno what to do next na ๐ But yassss! We managed to survive the semester !!!
Uyyy! Yung last presentation natin, yung may powerpoint chenes, before presenting in front di tayo nakikinig noon HAHAHHAHAHA (sorry po) kasi you were telling me to watch a certain video [I forgot the title but I watched some clips na hehe] :((((
Yung second paper din natin for RQQ, I remember na 14 references lang nalagay mo when I checked it HAHAHAHA , since di pa naman natin ipapasa I told you na reprint na lang magdagdag ng isa but you insisted na isulat na lang so ayon. Your handwriting hehehehehehehehehehe
I remember another thing, practice for PE. Short-tempered ako at times especially when I am teaching dance HAHAHAH mianhae :((( Lalo na pag mukhang tinatamad tinuturuan ko HHAHAHAHA, so ayun you guys are telling me to chill haha pero chill lang naman talaga noon eh :((( Pinaulit-ulit ko yung dance sa boys kasi di ako satisfied sa dance and you taught them. Sinabayan/Tinuruan mo pa nga sila. I never told you but natuwa ako when you did that. Sino ba namang hindi matutuwa na marami kayong kumikilos sa isang group diba?
That night, you chatted me with these pictures hehe
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Nagreread ako ng convo natin and nakita ko yung jokes mo about muffin man, nuggets, net and other chenes hehehehe + yung wagyu rin. Sorry talaga kasi hindi ko knows yung wagyu HAHAHAHA
You once shared to me na gusto mo maging Marine Biologist ๐ You’re scared of deep waters yet you wanted to become one and I think you’re really brave on that part. You’re really brave yelo ๐
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Thank you Ice , thank you for being a part of our lives.
I saw an article and it stated that “Beauty is subjective” and so I remember this line – ‘Art is subjective’ as you always say/ ask.
With that, I realized na I should put this post into public na :))) I’ve written this way back October and I just added some as I remember some stuff.
(Maybe I’ll add more to this if ever I remember other things pa )
Isaiah 61:3 “He makes beauty out of ashes”